I left Tumblr to study (finals week) and when I got back on I had an outpouring of support. The prayers mean so much. I really believe in the power of prayer and having positive energy. A lot of people inbox me asking what is the exact amount of money needed for the Greyhound ticket so I went on the website and screenshot it (I blocked out the city name for common reason, I don’t want where I live on the internet). This is how much it would be if I left on this December 12, next Thursday. I know what your thinking, why aren’t you leaving sooner? Trust I want to but my mother doesn’t want me to. She begged me to stay and finish my finals so I am going to honor that wish and make it to her the day of my last final.
So far I have raised $112 which is amazing. I am not that far from what I need to go home. My roommate also donated $20 as well. Everyone please continue to signal boost and if you can donate, every little bit counts. Most importantly continue to pray for her and keep her in your thoughts. I spoke to her on the phone about an hour ago and told her about how many notes my post got and how many people are praying and thinking about her and she started crying. She wants to thank everyone. It means a lot to me and my family.
The doctors are saying they don’t think she will recover and here health will decline. This is crazy. I don’t understand. One day she is fine being silly and the next she has a stroke and they think she won’t survive! I am not putting my faith in the doctor but in the Lord. I am going to continue to pray and hope I can get back home soon to her. I can’t let what they said cloud my head with negative thoughts. Thank you for all of the prayers everyone it means so much to me. And to the one person who donated thank you as well and all the people signal boosting my previous post. Please continue to do so and I will keep all of you updated on what is going on.
I am so frustrated. I told you guys about my mom and how sick she is. She had a stroke a few days ago and every day since she has gotten worse. The doctors don’t think she’ll make it. I am frustrated because I am in Alabama at school and I can’t find a way to Florida to be with her. I have asked friends for rides but they can’t because of finals and I have no gas money to offer them. I can’t get a Greyhound ticket either because it cost to much. I don’t know what to do. My father is being petty and won’t even keep me updated or come and get me.
You guys please pray for her and pray I find a way to her. If you can spare it could you donate a little money for me to make it to her. I swear if I have enough I will take a picture of me and her or something as proof I am being honest. I am so desperate to get to her right now.
My donation button is on the side bar of my blog. Please pray for her. I love her so much and I can’t bare the thought of losing her.
Everyone I am asking that you please pray and/or send positive energy for my mother. She had a stroke yesterday and lost control of the left side of her body. She can’t do anything by herself. She told me today that my dad has been having to help her walk, bath, use the restroom, almost everything.
I have never been more afraid in my life. My mother is my everything and the only family I truly have. Me and my father haven’t spoken in months and the rest of my family…its a long story. But my mommy, she is such a sweet giving and loving person and I hate this had to happen to her.
She told me she has to take a lot of medicine and she starts rehab on Monday. Just please, please, keep her your prayers.
I do not want to think harsh thoughts. I do not want to see harsh images. I do not want to make negativity a part of me. There is more than enough unhappiness in the world already.
- What I should be doing: Homework.
- What I wish I was doing: Cuddling up with you in bed watching movies and eating pizza.
- What I am doing: Tumblr.
Sarah Dessen, Lock and Key (via larmoyante)
Raja Khan (via stellablu)
BIGGEST PLOT TWIST! MUST WATCH.
okay. this just made my gotdamb day.
Erykah Badu (via 272010)
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Some people forget that love is
tucking you in and kissing you
no matter how young or old you are
Nikki Giovanni, Love is
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